Back to School by Steve Milton

Author:Steve Milton
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: college gay romance, college mm romance, new adult gay romance
Publisher: Steve Milton
Published: 2020-02-06T00:00:00+00:00

Eleven

David awoke to the smells of fresh sweat and stale cum. A full night’s sleep hadn’t done anything for his uncomfortable shame. Naked, he peered down to the lower bunk. Elias was gone. The sun was barely up. The campus was still asleep.

His balls were drained, his cock felt great, but his mood was even lower than it had been after the Stacy breakup. At least Stacy had made him feel like a man. The previous night, he’d done what he’d promised himself to quit doing, and it didn’t even end well. He’d gotten his rocks off, but at what cost?

He was back to that bad habit, back to being a faggot just to get a little physical pleasure, back to taking liberties with men that he shouldn’t be taking. Back to not feeling right about himself and what he was doing. Stanford was supposed to be for becoming normal, and he didn’t feel any more normal now than he had at Deep Springs.

That and he’d just shat—more fucked and sucked and swallowed and fingered—where he slept. He’d just assfucked his little freshman roommate. He’d just shot a few fat loads of jism in his cohabitant’s butt. That little freshman roommate, that cohabitant, that he’d have to live with for the rest of the year, because the housing office wasn’t going to do him any more favors after the first one of letting him have the room in the first place.

Elias was a good guy. Obviously. Like the little brother David never had. And like the hot piece of ass that he’d always wanted. Hotter than Stacy could ever be, sexually speaking. In terms of raw physical satisfaction. With Elias, he’d just acted on his urges—his needs, his chasing the high. He wasn’t following anybody’s directions. He wasn’t trying to look manly. It had felt brain-searingly amazing in the moment, sucking Elias’s dick then getting off frantically deep inside his roommate, throbs and pumps of sexual ecstasy overtaking his body, but then he was overcome with regret, for not living up to what he wanted to be: normal, more than normal, perfect, a model citizen, something like that. A bodybuilder, a surfer, not a homo who’d spent his year at Deep Springs mostly balls-deep in his classmates, not a homo who’d loitered hopefully around library bathrooms even when he was Stacy’s boyfriend, not a homo who’d just sucked and fucked his hot little roommate.

He wanted to clear his head—he could only go surfing. It was still barely daybreak. He could still drive up from Stanford to Ocean Beach without too much traffic. His board was still in his surf locker, ready to go. And he didn’t have class until the afternoon.

He zipped on his wetsuit, this time not caring about exactly how it looked, and choosing the looser, less flattering of the two hanging in his closet. There wouldn’t be any Anna or Elias staring at his ass this time around. He’d be going for his own therapy, not for showing his ass.

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