Our Elliana by Evelyn Jeannie Hall

Author:Evelyn Jeannie Hall
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Why-Choose Romance, Billionaire Romance, Interracial Romance, Black Woman White Men
Publisher: Mi Alma Publishing
Published: 2024-05-31T00:00:00+00:00

TWENTY-ONE: Too Much

NOAH

I barely clear the room and lower my pajama bottoms and boxers in time to fountain all over my hand. Even then, I make a mess that spills down onto Elle’s carpet. Worse, I’m still hard. I think I might hear her calling out to me, but that may have been my imagination.

Bolting to my bedroom, I lock the door, then run to the bathroom and lock that, too. Secreted away like this, I rub another one out. My lungs seem to scream for oxygen once I’m finished, making me huff and puff like a freight train. After that, though, my body settles down.

Too bad my thoughts are still in turmoil.

I know I should feel like a sinner. Back at my church, I was taught that cleanliness is next to godliness, and what just transpired in Elliana’s room was anything but godly. I should feel dirty and disgraced. And part of me does. The boy who sat in a million bible studies and prayed before every meal does.

But I no longer feel like that innocent boy.

Maybe because I’m not.

Sex feels so good. Really, really good. And I care about Elle. So do Tristan and Jackson. I can tell. They’re upstanding guys who are beginning to feel more and more like my friends.

But I do have to wonder if what I witnessed between Jackson and Elle tonight was similar to how I looked while having relations with her on the dining room table. Had everything been that intense and... explicit?

What I’m feeling right now isn’t good, though. I feel disturbed. Rattled. Because while I appreciated the beauty of Elle’s feminine form, I also appreciated the men’s nudity.

And that’s not okay.

I slam my eyes shut on the visual of Tristan’s long length. I can remember every detail and every specification. His size and shape. His coloration and that he’s uncut. The throbbing pulse of it when he came. I never let myself notice any of this prior to tonight, and the minute I did, I nearly lost control.

And Jackson and Elle together? Watching the veininess of his glistening member disappearing inside her as he brought a finger around Elle’s hip to bury within her...

I can’t even think about it right now because... shoot, I’m hard again.

I’ve never once glanced at a male body and felt any attraction, so I don’t know what this change says about me. Or if it says anything. Does every guy get aroused by watching sex between a man and a woman? Or how about witnessing a man’s nakedness all by itself?

Might it have been the fact that both guys were erect? Or is it simply because of all those hormones flying around? Is it normal that I couldn’t look away from Jackson’s features as he threw his head back and came? Or that I felt enthralled by how much seed spurted out of Tristan?

I don’t know. But I had to get out of there. I couldn’t let them see, couldn’t expose my reaction to anyone else.

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