Until You: an mm age gap romance by Felicity Snow

Author:Felicity Snow [Snow, Felicity]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-11-20T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Ten

PAUL

I’m so fucking ashamed. It’s been three days since our date and since I jerked off to thoughts of Charlie for the first time, and even though I told myself it wouldn’t happen again, it’s happened every day since. I’ve never had such intense orgasms in all my life. Not even when I was making love to Rachel. What does that say about me? One thing's for sure. This isn’t a phase. This isn’t something I’m going to ‘get over’ or ‘work out of my system.’ He’s embedded in me like a drug, addictive, painful and irresistible.

Guilt gnaws at me, keeping me awake once again. I run my fingers through my hair and let out a sigh as I lie in bed.

I start when I hear a scream from down the hall that has my body tensing and my heart slamming against my ribcage. I jump out of bed and race for Charlie’s room, flinging the door open. I can barely make out his form in the darkness.

“No!” he cries. “Stop! Please!”

I stumble towards him, stepping on clothes and magazines that are strewn across the floor, my hands reaching for the cord on the bedside lamp before I find it and flick it on. He’s whimpering as he tosses and turns, his arms thrashing, sweat beading his brow. “Stop!” he cries again. “I’m sorry!”

I climb onto the bed and reach for him. “Charlie,” I say loudly, trying to wake him. He doesn’t stop, and his cries make my chest ache. I reach out and grip his arm. He thrashes wildly. “Let go!”

“Charlie, wake up,” I urge. “It’s me, sweetheart.” I shake him, and his eyes fly open, darting around, panicked, before his green irises meet mine in the dim light, his cheeks streaked with tears.

“Papa Bear,” he says, his lower lip trembling. The next thing I know, he’s scrambling up and into my lap, wrapping his arms around my neck as he settles into me, his body shaking and wracked with sobs. I cradle him, his nose pressed to my neck, his knees bent and his small feet resting on my thigh.

“Shh,” I soothe. “You’re okay. You’re safe, Charlie. I promise.” I rub his back and press kisses to his sweat-slicked hair. I stroke the nape of his neck as he nuzzles me with his nose, sending shivers down my spine. “Do you want to talk about it?” I ask. He shakes his head.

I nod and rock back and forth slightly with him in my arms until his trembling lessens.

His chest heaves and he wipes his nose. “S…stay with me?” He stutters. “P…please. I don’t want to be alone.” Fresh tears fall, and I cradle him closer, my hand gripping the side of his head as it rests against my shoulder.

My poor boy. I can sense how hard it is for him to ask this of me, and I wish it wasn’t. I wish he knew he didn’t have to face his fears alone and that when I said

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