Teach Me To Sin: An MMM Standalone (Water, Air, Earth, Fire Book 4) by Riley Nash

Author:Riley Nash [Nash, Riley]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-08-13T16:00:00+00:00

Colson

I have a strong internal clock, so my body wakes me up before Alek’s alarm. Trying not to disturb the bed, I gingerly push myself into a sitting position against the headboard and grab my phone. Even though I don’t have work emails to check anymore, I can’t break the habit.

Sunlight forces its way through the gap in the stiff, ugly curtains, leaving a stripe of light across the floor and up over the two naked men sprawled on the mattress. Alek is curled around Benji with an arm around his waist, both of them still and serene.

I haven’t slept with another living thing that wasn’t a dog since the terrible rebound boyfriend after I abandoned Gray. Last night I kept jolting awake, confused to find a leg flung over me or a body tucked in my arms. I’d lie awake and listen to them breathe, Benji soft like a small animal and Alek snoring lightly, until I drifted off again.

I should go back to my room to shower and change, but as soon as I step into the hall, this is over. We can play games like there’s no tomorrow, but tomorrow always comes–and deep down we’re just a commitment-phobic asshole, a guy who works himself to death to avoid his trauma, and a boy with a fake name, no identity, and trouble written all over him. We’re all self-obsessed in our own way, doing anything we can to keep from hurting, and I’m pretty sure that would include burning each other down in the end. We’re all heat and no light, suffocating in the dark, unsustainable. It’s a sick kind of relief to know that in just a week or two I’ll be on a boat, leaving this mess behind forever.

Just now, I can’t bring myself to leave. Pulling up the website for today’s meet, I read through the various events and study the schedule. The fingers of my free hand play idly with Benji’s wild nest of hair, stroking it to some kind of order, then messing it up again.

When I glance over, Alek’s eyes are fixed on me. I let go of Benji quickly, but I’m sure he already noticed. He rolls over and fumbles his phone off the nightstand, while I admire his body. The rich, vain men I usually fuck obsess over their appearances, spending money on private trainers, liquid protein diets, and surgeries. I’ll admit I’m guilty of staring in the mirror too much myself. Alek looks real, like he’s doing the best he can while he’s busy pouring his heart and soul into making the world a better place. I like the size of his cock, too; big enough to stretch someone’s hole and hit their prostate, but compact enough to be a perfect mouthful.

“We need to have breakfast and be walking out the door in forty-five minutes,” Alek whispers, his voice ragged and sore. Rolling onto his side again, he studies Benji reverently. “I should wake him.”

“Wait.” I wasn’t sure, but this is the last chance we have.

Download

Copyright Disclaimer:
This site does not store any files on its server. We only index and link to content provided by other sites. Please contact the content providers to delete copyright contents if any and email us, we'll remove relevant links or contents immediately.