LUST (The Love Is Cure, Vol 1. Vices & Virtues Series Book 2) by Brookelyn Mosley

Author:Brookelyn Mosley [Mosley, Brookelyn]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: 85 Media LLC
Published: 2020-07-21T05:00:00+00:00

"So... I've been masturbating for the past week and my decision to do so made me do a very stupid and probably career ending thing."

I warmed the edge of the leather chaise in my therapist-friend’s office in Brooklyn.

Liz sat across from me in one of the armchairs, her eyes damn near ready to pop out of her head. "Come again?"

"Oh I've been coming a lot, so what's one more time, right?"

She snorted a laugh and gave into a chuckle. I joined her.

"I'm sorry." She held up her hand apologetically. "Is this a regular therapy session or are we talking as friends again?"

"As friends, please, I beg." I pressed my palms together in a prayer-like fashion. "The last thing I need right now is for you to analyze me or the shit hole I’ve dropped myself in. I've beaten myself up enough already, beginning from when I ended my phone call with Pryce."

"Pryce?!" She tilted her head to one side. "Okay, did I miss something?"

"Yes, a lot, so let me catch you up." I moved to the edge of my seat. "I Googled him last Friday and happened upon a sex tape he filmed with some faceless woman. Watched a few minutes of it and thought it was only right to relieve myself because surprisingly that was the kind of effect the video had on me."

"Oh-kay...?"

"That was a few days before his session," I explained. "So now, yesterday, during his session, he goes into this spiel about all the things he wants to do to me and I let it get to my head."

"So you went home with those thoughts and masturbated?"

"And called him." I popped my lips. "We had phone sex, Liz. I had phone sex with an ex I thought I hated who might end up being a possible client and who has an alleged sex addiction."

"Oh my—" Liz covered her mouth then ran her fingers through her salt and pepper curls, giggling to herself. "Leelah, what?"

"See? Shit hole!" I pressed my hand to my forehead. "I don't know what got into me. I mean, I had wine, a lot of wine, too much damn wine. I couldn't get out of my head what he said to me. It's been two years since I’ve orgasmed and it seems I’ve been making up for lost time because one orgasm has not been enough. I just... I don't know, but I’m worried."

"Well," she began, "when you said you would practice sexual abstinence, we agreed it was the best thing to do since you were using sex as a coping mechanism and not in a way to connect with your partners. But you promised the moment you found someone you believed you could have a future with, you would end the vow with yourself to make a new vow with that new someone."

"Yes, new someone, not old. I didn’t intend to move backwards. Pryce couldn't possibly be that someone worth doing all that for."

"And why not?"

"He broke my heart."

"Well, maybe he would be the right one to heal it?"

I stared at her.

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