Love to Hate You by Pippa Langhorn & Elizabeth Stevens

Author:Pippa Langhorn & Elizabeth Stevens [Langhorn, Pippa & Stevens, Elizabeth]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Kinky Siren
Published: 2023-05-22T16:00:00+00:00

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Skye

Something we might regret? Something we might regret!

Well, if that didn’t have me all up in my head, I wasn’t sure what would.

But then there was the whole ‘it’s a date’ thing and that kiss! I was sure he was thinking about having sex with me as much as – if not more than – I was thinking about having sex with him, but then he avoided coming in and said things like ‘something we might regret’ and I suddenly panicked that he wasn’t.

River was a flirty guy, it stood to reason that he could be thinking about how much he didn’t want to have sex with me… But then why kiss me like that and kind of ask me out?

It was so fucking confusing and I had no one but myself to blame. Well, and River, but I’d been the one who’d drawn the line in the sand at no sex. Why had I done that to myself? Why? What was wrong with me? Like mutual masturbation and mind blowing – pun mildly intended – oral sex wasn’t crossing a line?

For someone who had to have a certain level of intelligence to get into Chester, I was a Class A idiot. What was I trying to prove or do by saying no sex when it had been obvious that we’d wanted to fuck each other for years? Was I worried it would get too real too quick? Well, congrats, Past Me. It seemed to have done that anyway, and I’d left myself second-guessing his motivations instead of enjoying them.

So, mission the next was to get up the nerve to take back my ‘no sex’ rule.

I didn’t know how I was going to do that because he’d literally just paved the way and I’d gone for ambiguous flirting rather than just open, honest communication. Seriously, why was it so terrifying to just come out and tell someone what you wanted, that you were finally ready for next steps even though you’d been the one to pump the brakes in the first place?

Wandering around my room, trying to find a good dressy outfit, I cussed myself out well and good. Now, in hindsight, it was perfectly obvious that River would be fine with me just literally saying ‘hey, so I know I said, “no sex”, but I’m up for it if you are. No pressure if you’re not, just wanted to let you know’. Why then, in the moment, did I get frazzled and ridiculous?

I picked up my phone to message that exact thing to him, then paused.

Again, I didn’t know why, but something was holding me back.

I was ninety-nine percent sure that he’d be fine with me saying it, even if he turned around and said he still wanted to wait. I’d be okay with that. But there was this one percent of me, niggling away, being all paranoid and self-conscious and thinking that what if he was playing, or just plain old confusing his feelings so having

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