HUNTERS MOON (STREETBOYS SERIES Book 1) by Taylor J Gray

HUNTERS MOON (STREETBOYS SERIES Book 1) by Taylor J Gray

Author:Taylor J Gray [Gray, Taylor J]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-11-10T22:00:00+00:00


CHAPTER FIFTEEN

JOE

I sat on the floor where Layton and I had sat and curled my arms around my legs. I felt like Leo and I had moved forward a little today but it didn’t stop the feeling of being lost. He had and was, dealing with a lot of things, things that I was only just beginning to understand. He took in so much of what was happening around him and kept it to himself. It was like he didn’t want to think about it and not thinking about it made it go away, at least in his head.

He was certainly confused about his craving for pain. He had said that it had gone now that he wasn’t with Ginger and then panicked about it returning, saying he could feel it coming. It made me a little confused too. Was this what it was like for him to want it? Confusion? Uncertainty? Layton said it was going to get worse, bad. Was this it? What had he been like with Ginger when he wanted it?

Ginger. Another thing that I knew he still wasn’t completely sure of his feelings on. He had swayed from liking him to hating him, to not wanting to think about him then wanting to talk about him. He wasn’t over the trauma of being separated from him. He had cried today about it but I still felt he was suppressing his feelings for Ginger and the hurt it had caused him, having Ginger tell him he didn’t want him anymore. The alley was his home and Ginger was his friend and Ginger had removed both so Leo would have to move on. No, I knew Leo, that had hurt him, I don’t think he had shown me yet just how much or even if he would ever show me.

I heard Leo moan out and I quickly got up and went to the doorway. He was still sleeping but his body was twitching and he was moving on the bed like he wasn’t comfortable. I wondered if his back was paining him, then he rolled over onto his back and settled again. No, it wasn’t his back, something else was seeping into his sleep, taking his peace, not letting him settle. I watched him again for a while and when he didn’t move, I went and sat back on the bathroom floor. I could think better in here...ah, who was I kidding? I was hiding and I knew it.

I wasn’t feeling strong and I knew Leo needed me to be. I wished I could take him away from here, to be on the street. I knew that in the alley we were going to struggle but I understood that struggle. I understood the hardships of street living, who was my friend and who was my foe. It wasn’t completely clear here, who was friend, who I should be protecting him from and who I should just let have him. I didn’t want anyone to have him. I



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