Greener Grass? Book 3: A 3 Book Hotwife Series by Johnson Peter G

Author:Johnson, Peter G
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2024-10-17T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

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The next few days were spent fretting about the meaning of Leroy’s visit to see us.

Of course, the simple, mature thing to do would have been to sit down with Holly and get into it. Tell her what I’d seen and tell her it all needed to stop.

But something just kept holding me back. Sometimes I felt like the inside of my head was possessed, so loud and numerous were the different voices fighting for control.

‘Tell her she’s in last-chance saloon’ … ‘Sit her down, ask her just what the hell does she think she’s doing … last Friday, and now this, pulling him back into the family home…’

These voices made sense … were worth listening to.

But the one voice I didn’t want to even admit existed – let alone listen to – was the quiet, persistent voice that kept whispering to me that maybe, just like before Christmas, I still liked what Holly had resumed doing with our ex-renter. That sadistic little voice often whispering, ‘Hey man, this is just like pre-Christmas, only boosted like it’s on steroids by all the secrecy and second-guessing.’

Even though I didn’t want to admit this voice existed within me, it was strong enough to stop me from doing what would have been so much more straightforward. So instead of pulling Holly aside and talking about what was happening, I just allowed myself to swim around in a pointless and contradictory pool of conjecture.

Each drive to and from work, each spare moment was filled with pained strings of ‘what-if’ statements built precariously on top of each other. Some taking me in a positive direction, some making me fearful for the future.

One moment I’d convince myself Holly was playing some sick, sadistic game … that her engineering Leroy’s Tuesday visit was some evil masterstroke aimed at enforcing some kind of psychological cuckolding on me – whilst simultaneously reconnecting him with the twins, to make him more difficult to uproot and remove from our lives.

The next moment I’d tell myself that the exact same objective facts meant the very opposite. Meant that Holly was racked by guilt by what had happened last Friday – that her loving attentiveness was proof of this. And that her engineering for Leroy to come around on Tuesday night had been her way of allowing a farewell for both the twins and herself. That this was why she kept talking about closure.

By the time we’d gotten round to Friday, I’d just about convinced myself that the latter explanation was the true one. But then I arrived home late from work - after dinner, after bedtime for the girls – to face a moment of truth.

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Dinner with the twins was perfectly normal, perfectly lovely. Afterward, Holly and I had a close, couple’s couple of hours laying together on the couch, enjoying the closeness of our physical connection as we channel hopped and discussed our respective days.

As our faux grandfather clock – Holly has always been a sucker for antiques, genuine or

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