Fragments of Me by Drew Duncan

Author:Drew Duncan [Duncan, Drew]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Irish Ink Publishing

Chapter Seven

The next day, Ollie smiled and ordered us breakfast in bed, and I just couldn’t look at him without being sickened.

“You okay, sunshine?” he asked, like nothing in the world could be making me unhappy today.

I stared at him in disbelief. “Ollie...” I started, not really sure of where I was going to go with this conversation, or even how to start it in the first place.

“Last night was incredible, Josh. I love you so much.” He smiled again.

My whole body ached, and all I could think about was what had happened. I wanted to tell him how I felt, but I was scared of how he would react.

“Ollie...” I started again. “About last night...”

“Yeah, sunshine?” He grinned.

“You really hurt me,” I stammered. His face fell, and suddenly I wondered if this hadn’t all been some kind of weird accident.

“What do you mean?”

“I didn’t want you to do that last night. Not like that. It wasn’t right.”

His expression grew cold. “It’s bound to feel a little different the first time you take a bare dick, Josh. That kind of comes with the territory.” He glared.

“I... I... I don’t mean it like that, Ollie.”

“Then what do you mean?” he snapped.

I looked at him, and my resolve to explain why this was wrong disintegrated in an instant. “I didn’t like it,” I mumbled.

He sneered at me. “Well, you sure as hell sounded like you were enjoying it last night.”

I shook my head. “No! I wasn’t! I was crying. I wanted you to stop!” No sooner had the words left my mouth, I regretted them.

“What are you trying to say, Josh? Are you trying to say that I raped you or something? You’re my boyfriend, for fuck’s sake. I had sex with my boyfriend. If you don’t like bareback, you only have to tell me that instead of trying to make up all this drama!”

I cowered away from him. I wanted to argue, but I feared his reaction would only make the situation escalate. He had already gone as far as raping me; I didn’t want to think about what else he would be capable of.

“I’m sorry,” I muttered, trying to defuse a volatile standoff between us.

“I love you, Josh, I would never hurt you like that. God, what kind of monster do you think I am?” He sighed and leaned over to kiss the top of my head. I froze in terror and vowed to never mention it again.

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