Abandoned Soul (The Dirty Souls MC Book 10) by Emma Creed

Author:Emma Creed [Creed, Emma]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2023-01-05T18:30:00+00:00

I stand looking at Len Jenkins' body. His blood is setting on my hands and dripping off my knife blade, and when I use my forearm to wipe my brow, I can feel it there, too.

“I hope you weren’t supposed to get any information out of him.” Ruckus sniggers at the dead cunt who betrayed our club.

“I got all I needed.” I keep breathing, enjoying the calm while it lasts.

“You ever think about Grace when you're doing it?” Storm's question comes out of nowhere.

“What sort of weird-assed psycho question is that?” Ruckus stares at the kid like he’s got a screw loose.

“Yes,” I answer Storm’s question without hesitation. Maybe it’s sick, but it’s the truth. Since Grace came into my life, she’s all I think about when I do this kinda shit.

“I’ll go fetch Grimm,” Ruckus shakes his head at us both before he heads back upstairs to the club, leaving me and Storm alone. I’m guessing from the way he’s looking at me that he’s got more to say.

“How do you go home to her, after?” I don’t know where all this is coming from, but it feels fucking deep, and what’s more frustrating is that right now, I have no idea if she’s even gonna be home. Everything Nyx said earlier may have been right, but it don't stop her lack of trust in me from hurting.

“What the fuck's gotten into you?” I put a question on him to avoid having to answer.

“Nothing,” his head shakes defensively, and he pulls out his smokes, offering one to me before he lights up. “It’s just that seeing you guys with your women makes it easy to forget you do this.” He shoves his boot into the body to roll it over, and I balance my smoke between my lips and crouch down in front of it. Using my knife I slice through the flesh on Len’s shoulder, where our club badge is still tattooed on his skin. I should have done it while he was living, so he felt the pain, but I got too bloodthirsty.

“Look, I don’t know how it is for everyone else, but for me, it’s like this…” I decide to share my thoughts with the kid. I’m his sponsor, after all. “...before her, I did it because I had to feed something. I was angry and mad at the world, and making low-life assholes like this one hurt took some of that anger away.” I toss the chunk of bloody flesh in my hand at Len Jenkins' body.

“And now?” Storm asks so eagerly that he barely gives me a chance to finish.

“And now… I do it because I need this world to be a better place for her,” I wiggle my switchblade loose from where I lodged it between Len's ribs and clean it off on his jeans.

“Does that make you weaker?” Storm continues with his fucking Spanish Inquisition.

“No,” I stand up and blaze my eyes into his. “It makes me even more fucking dangerous.”

I crush my cigarette out under my boot.

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