A Very Special Omega by Rosa Swann

Author:Rosa Swann [Swann, Rosa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Easily Distracted Media

Chapter 5

Jay

I hide under my blanket, still too numbed by the shock. No, no, no, no. I feel my stomach play up and I’m not sure… Not going there. Not going there.

“Jay…” Lane’s voice is quiet. “Are you okay?”

How can he ask me this? After… How? He knows what is going on, he knows.

And to see Chase right as we made our way back to our room from the nurse’s office. That was bad, really bad. I think Milo saw me. I’m pretty sure he knows. He can’t tell him. Damn. Fuck.

Lane tugs on the blankets. “Jay. Come on. You’re scaring me.”

He’s scared? I can’t deal with someone else right now. But I still let the blankets slip, letting Lane pull them off of me.

“Oh, god.” He wraps his arms around me, pulling me close. “I’m so sorry.” He holds me, quiet for the first time since I’ve known him.

I wrap my arms around him. I knew I had to see the nurse in the last week, knew that I should have gone sooner. But I kept pushing it away from me, I had exams, papers to write. All those things were more important than seeing the nurse. And the symptoms… probably stress. Until I couldn’t ignore them anymore.

I spent yesterday morning over a toilet for a good part of an hour. Still I told myself it was stress. It took me another full day before I actually went to see the nurse.

Lane has been pushing me to go, but I already knew. Deep inside I already knew why I wasn’t going into heat. Even if the test said something else last week.

When we arrived at the nurse, she frowned and scolded me for waiting this long. Then she showed me the blood test results. I am actually pregnant. It didn’t show up on the first test, but the blood test did show it. She offered me all sorts of things. Help with telling my parents, help with whatever I needed.

But I didn’t need anything. I only wanted to hide in my room and never come out again. How could I be this stupid? How did I get knocked up a week before I’m supposed to go into heat?

And as we left the office, right outside, there he was, the father, Chase. I just couldn’t deal any more, he frowned when he saw me, looked worried for a moment. Damn, just remembering the look has me all upset again. Did Milo tell him anything? I don’t think he did, if he had, I like to believe that Chase would actually come see me. That he would actually put some thoughts into what is happening to me.

“Jay…” Lane whispers. “Your phone.”

I blink, coming back to the now. He hands me my phone, my parents have tried to call me. But I’m not ready to talk to them yet. Then a text pops up.

‘Are you packed yet?’ It’s Mum, of course. I’m supposed to go home today.

“I can’t.” The whisper that comes out is more of a squeak.

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