She's Not My Girlfriend: A Lesbian Romance by Tuesday Harper

Author:Tuesday Harper
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: bisexual romance, lesbian love triangle, age gap first time lesbian, african american lesbian erotica, first time lesbian romance, black lesbian fiction, lesbian coming out fiction
Publisher: Tuesday Harper
Published: 2020-10-15T00:00:00+00:00

Part Four

The kids sat in a waiting room with Luke’s sisters and my mother, who I regretfully called to join the family to support Luke. They had stopped crying, but were both staring into space, lost in thoughts and fears of losing their dad. I was shocked at how hard the experience affected the both of them, who skipped out on daddy-daughter dates to hang out with their friends and had on more than one occasion described Luke as being #annoying.

I sat between them and threw my arms around their shoulders, “The nurse said they’re wrapping up the surgery. The doctor will talk to us more in a little while, but they assured me that everything is going to be okay. Your dad is going to be fine.”

The news brought on a new wave of tears from Kara, who fell against my chest. Kylie responded very differently. She jerked away from me. Kylie stood to her feet and took another seat across the room, drawing a very obvious line in the sand that she didn’t want me to cross. My thirteen-year-old looked at me in a way I typically expected from her sister. Her facial expression screamed I hate you.

I didn’t blame her. Had I been home instead of wasting my time with Myra, I could have shielded my daughters from the emotional blow of the situation. Instead, I tried a little too late to convince them everything would be okay.

“Let’s go get the girls some water,” my mother suggested.

I sighed and stood to my feet, knowing in the back of my head she only wanted to get me by myself so she could chew my head off. My shoulders tight and my fist clenched, I followed her down the hall.

“Where were you this morning? The girls said they were home alone.”

“I was out,” I said through grit teeth.

“They needed you, Erin. What the hell?”

“Mom,” I whined. “Can you leave me alone? Like seriously. I have enough on my mind without you asking me a million and one questions.”

“No, I will not just leave you alone. I don’t know what you’re going through right now, but you need to figure it out. Kara and Kylie need you to focus and from what I found out today you’re almost always gone.”

I didn’t think my mother had a right to judge me for my choices, but that didn’t make the guilt any less real. I thought of the hurt all over my babies’ faces and my heart broke. It was hard as hell to admit my wrongs in not being more conscious of my kids’ needs, especially to my mother of all people. I needed to focus more on raising my daughters and less on chasing pussy.

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