Natural Obsession by Anna Durand

Author:Anna Durand [Durand, Anna]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: contemporary romance, vacation romance, age gap, second chances
ISBN: 9781958144053
Publisher: Jacobsville Books
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Seventeen

James

I stand at the bedside, gazing down at Holly while my cock thickens and my breathing grows even more labored. Of course I want her. I've never experienced this kind of lust with anyone else, and Holly knows exactly how to push me to the edge of sanity. I need to fuck her. The power of that compulsion overrides common sense. She wants me to consume food off her body, but I know that will result in me shagging her like a maniac.

With Holly, I always lose control. But she must understand what my past has done to me before I strip and join her on the bed.

I take a step backward. "Listen to me, Holly."

She links her hands above her head and shimmies her hips. "I'm all ears, James."

With every iota of my willpower, I resist the urge to tear my zipper open and mount her like a wild animal. "Stop trying to seduce me and listen. I can't be tender or gentle, and I have needs that you might not understand. I don't understand them, because I've never needed or wanted this before I met you."

"There's nothing you could say or do that would shock me or make me want to back out. So get naked and screw me, any way you need to do it."

"What if I…restrain you."

Her mouth slides into a sensual smile. "Go for it."

"You might change your mind once you realize the reason why I need to do this."

"If you mean tying me up, I'm not as clueless about your motivations as you think." She sits up and claims my hand. "You need to be in control."

"Yes. But how did you know?"

She rises to her knees and splays her palms on my chest. "I figured that out because it's obvious. You're uptight and afraid of intimacy."

For a moment, I simply stare at Holly. She understands me after a few days. She wants me, despite witnessing my humiliating weakness when I suffered panic attacks. I showed her my scars and told her how I got them, but she didn't run away even then. If she knew I was the anonymous man who tied her up and blindfolded her, would she accept that? Or run from me?

Though I need to confess, I still can't do it. I know I should walk away, but I can't do that either.

"I'll need to get a few things," I say. "Feel free to start eating while I'm gone. This shouldn't take long."

"Take all the time you need." She stretches out on the bed again. "I'll be right here waiting for you."

I rush out of the room and gather my supplies, abusing my master key privileges to do so. I don't give a toss if I'm behaving in an irrational and unprofessional manner. I need to shag Holly with no mask hiding my face this time. What we did in my office doesn't count. Tonight, I mean to show her everything.

When I return to Holly's room, I have my supplies inside a paper sack.

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