Fickle : Mpreg MM Gay Romance by Beau Brown

Author:Beau Brown [Brown, Beau]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Beau Brown Publishing
Published: 2023-06-06T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter Thirteen

Pilot

Cabe didn’t say a word to me in the Uber.

I certainly didn’t know what to say to him. I still had the taste of him on my tongue, and I wanted more. I didn’t dare tell him that for obvious reasons. My biggest fear was he’d hate me now. As we walked into our house, his hard expression told me nothing good would come of what had happened.

I was mad at myself for giving in to my lust. If I’d just gone to some other bar or pretended not to see Cabe tonight, that never would have happened. We’d still be on solid ground right now. Not that things had been great with us lately, but they’d been better than this moment.

If I hadn’t offered to suck him off, we’d be okay too.

I groaned, and Cabe stopped walking. We were in the living room, and his shoulders were bowed. He faced me, guilt and uncertainty written on his handsome face.

“I’m sorry I fucked up your date,” I said quietly.

He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was so much pain and sadness there it made me sick. “I don’t know what to do,” he said.

“We don’t have to do anything.” I moved toward him. “I told you, no one will ever know.”

“I fucking came in your mouth, Pilot.” His voice broke, and he raked a hand through his hair. “Everything has changed.”

I grimaced. “Okay, so maybe it has. Is that so bad?”

He widened his eyes. “It is to me. You don’t think what we did was a mistake?”

I shook my head. “No.”

“How can you not?” He looked incredulous.

“Because I wanted it. I’ve wanted that for a long time. I don’t regret it. I… I want more.” I figured if I was ever going to be honest with him, now was the time.

His face flushed, and he dropped his gaze. “I… I can’t do that.”

“Why?”

He scowled. “Because I just can’t. I’m not ready to let the world know I’m having these feelings. I’m not ready. I don’t want to be with men. I… I want to be with women.”

“You can be with who you want to be with.” I tried not to let his words hurt me. I knew that part of his problem was simply fear of being different. Cabe had always been extremely concerned with fitting in.

“I know what you’re saying is true on one level. For me though, being with men is not what I want. I want the life I pictured before all this shit with you started. I don’t want to go against the flow. I just want to claim a female omega and live an average life.”

“You liked my mouth on you.”

He wouldn’t look at me. “I don’t want to talk about that. It was a mistake, and we should just let it go, okay? It happened, but we can simply move past it.”

Was he really able to do that? “What are you so afraid of?”

He laughed harshly. “Seriously?”

“Yeah.”

“You, Pilot. I’m afraid of you.

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