Controlling Emily (Illicit Desires Book 3) by Lacey Cross

Author:Lacey Cross [Cross, Lacey]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: anonymous
Published: 2021-11-10T06:00:00+00:00

Chapter 3

Emily

When I messaged Aiden to tell him that Nate wants to meet him, Aiden’s reply was enthusiastic and encouraging. He seemed all on board with helping Nate become comfortable with us together, which makes me appreciate Aiden even more. We agreed on a coffee date the following Saturday. I didn’t want to press my luck with Nate, so Aiden and I agreed to wait to see each other again until after Saturday.

This is the first time we’ve skipped an entire week, and I’m antsy and missing the stress relief from clearing my mind while Aiden controls me. We try to do a few things over text, but it’s not the same anymore. Now that I’ve tasted the thrill I get in real life, anything online pales in comparison.

I’m still confused over what got Nate so hot when we discussed the rules, but he’s preoccupied this week and I don’t work up the guts to question him about it until Thursday night after dinner. We’re cleaning up the kitchen when I finally broach the subject. It’s super awkward to figure out how to word what I want to ask, so I just blurt it out.

“Nate, last Sunday when we talked and I sat in your lap, you were… uh… turned on.…”

I trail off and hope he’ll get the gist of where I’m going with this. He pauses while rinsing a plate at the sink, replies, “Yeah, I was,” and continues cleaning dishes. Dammit, he’s not making this easy for me.

“Um, Nate? What was that about?”

Nate mumbles, but the running faucet garbles his words. All I heard was “hot” and “watching.”

Uh, watching what is hot? I need clarification and I’m trying to be gentle and not get annoyed that he’s being unclear.

“Nate, can you turn that off and look at me?”

He switches the water off and turns around, leaning against the counter. Staring towards the bottom of the stove across the room, he won’t look me in the eye as he fidgets and his face flushes. Is he embarrassed?

I’m getting concerned by his behavior because it’s so unlike him. “Hon, what is going on?”

He shuffles his feet before answering. “I was thinking about watching you and Aiden together.”

His answer is not what I expected and it stuns me silent for a moment.

“Like in the same room while we’re fucking?” I’m intentionally crude because I need him to be honest.

He finally looks up at me. “Yes.”

“Oh, okay. That seems fine.”

I have no idea how to respond to him, and I’m sure I just fucked it up.

He turns back around and starts rinsing more dishes and I help finish cleaning the kitchen while my brain whirs. Fuck, that’s hot. I don’t want to admit to Nate how on board I am with this idea since he and Aiden haven’t met yet, but suddenly my double-stuffed fantasy seems a lot closer to reality than I thought possible.

My stomach churns as I think about the upcoming coffee date. I already was a tad nervous, but Nate’s reveal just upped the ante.

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