A Dream of Stars and Curses by Sarina Langer
Author:Sarina Langer
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: slow burn romance, supernatural romance, paranormal fantasy books, found family books, lucid dreaming book, urban fantasy romance, dark fantasy romance books for adults
Publisher: Sarina Langer
Published: 2023-08-23T00:00:00+00:00
As Bonnie starts her internship and Iâm supposed to study as Kate asked, I try my everything to take my mind off Leverett. I tried to think about it like I promised, but Iâm worried I might want him too badly to think clearly. I canât think of anything that would make me like him less, or anything heâs said or done that might be a deal-breaker for me. Iâve never felt this seen or safe with someone. I know I can be unapologetically myself with him. And the way he kissed me... If I felt his lips just that once and never again... Is it possible to be addicted to another person? Every time I close my eyes, I see his face. I keep thinking his name. Just about every rational thought is chased away by himâhis smile, the way his arms felt around me, the things he promised. Try as I might, I keep wondering how his arms will feel when weâre both naked, how his hands will feel, where else his lips might roam. I am utterly and completely obsessed with him.
Part of me feels stupid, like Iâm a teenage girl with her first crush. Some of my logic seems to have survived, though, because I remind myself that this is what early relationships are like. Everythingâs exciting, and I canât stop thinking about him. Totally normal. Itâs just that itâs been a while since anyone made me feel like this, andâ Okay, fine. No oneâs ever made me feel quite like this. Iâve been in love before and Iâve been in relationships before, but Iâve never lost my mind to someone like I have to Leverett. At this rate, I worry Iâll pass out the moment he slides a hand between my legs and inside me. Seems like something Iâd do. Just the thought alone is almost too much. How am I supposed to cope with the real thing?
I try to blink the thought away and take a deep breath. Then another. Iâm lying on my bed with my pretty new tarot cards, but itâs annoyingly hard to focus on them. Kate told me to go through the deck one card at a time, and thatâs what Iâm trying to do. Some I immediately get a feel for, like The Star and The Loversâit seems impossible not to understand the latterâbut others I struggle with, like Temperance. Iâm also surprised by how beautiful Death is. I always thought of it as a negative card, but the one in this deck is full of hope instead. Itâs like a comforting satin blanket that tells me that every end is a new beginning, too. Iâve stared at it for two minutes now, taking in every detail, and I think I may be a little in love with it. Itâs one of my favourite cards in the whole deck, which I havenât even seen half of.
Thatâs my brief reprieve from thinking about Leverett. The closer I get to Wednesday, the harder it becomes.
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