Rock Me Tonight by Carlisle Lisa

Author:Carlisle, Lisa [Carlisle, Lisa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Erotica
ISBN: 9781419946028
Published: 2013-05-15T06:00:00+00:00

Chapter Seven

Nico

I wasn’t surprised to return to my bedroom only to find a note reading she was sorry. The optimist in me had hoped she’d change her mind and would be there to tell me what was going on. Touching the note, tangible evidence of that not happening, triggered endless questions as I got dressed.

What was her deep dark secret that made her think we couldn’t be together? In the shower, I had thought of all kinds of possibilities. She said she wasn’t married or moving far away. What else could it be? Did she have some type of drug problem? No, I didn’t think that was it. I’d been touring with the band in enough dive clubs to know the visible signs and I didn’t see anything at the outset with Lily.

While I threw together a couple of outfits for the show tonight into my bag, I thought about another possible explanation—kids. Did she have kids and she was afraid to tell me? Why would that be an issue though? She could just tell me about them and if I bolted then I’d be the jerk. Or perhaps she thought a rock singer would not be a good influence on them so she wanted to keep me away. Why not just tell me that if it were the case?

Or what if she had dangerous ties, like to a mafia or gang, and she thought it would be unsafe for me to get too close to her.

Rummaging through the bathroom for some toiletries, I opened my medicine cabinet and thought of a different explanation—she had an illness, either mental or physical. Perhaps even terminal. She didn’t want to start something that would only end painfully for us both.

The worst was not knowing. I zipped up my duffel bag and grabbed my brown leather jacket, which was showing signs of its age, but I thought it gave it some character. Then I shoved my plaid hat into my bag. It reminded me of the first time I met her in that sexy plaid dress. Perhaps I should have just stayed away, taken the hint when she first blew me off. But no, I had to push it, approaching her on the dance floor.

Did I regret it? I remembered the mind-blowing sex, the way she felt in my arms, responded to my kiss. Hell no. The loss of her left a gaping hole deep inside me.

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