Pieces of Me by Pua Ramona
Author:Pua Ramona [Ramona, Pua]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-12-26T06:00:00+00:00
Chapter Forty
Sina
It's raining hard outside but I didnât want to be in his house anymore. So, I walked out and didnât stop. I didnât have anything on me, and I wasnât going to ask him for any help. It wasnât a far walk from his place to Mamaâs so I just kept walking. Iâm not sure how long Iâve been walking for but itâs starting to get a little cold. My feet are swelling up and Iâm hungry. I pray that Iâm not going to get sick because I donât have time for that. I feel my son kick, and I stop walking because I need to catch my breath. I stand there with both hands on my belly and feel baby Elijah move again. I have so much going on in my head that I canât stop myself from crying. Everything starts to crash down around me and I feel overwhelmed and heavy with emotion. I was about to tell Eli that I was carrying his son, but then his whole face changed and I donât know what made him so angry. One minute heâs inside of me and the next minute heâs telling me that he hates me and throwing me out of his house.
My chest feels tight and all I want to do right now is be in bed and cry myself to sleep. When I found out that I was pregnant the first thing I wanted to do was call him and tell him that I was carrying his baby, but I didnât want to add anymore on top of his plate. He had every right to know. Thereâs no excuse, but because I thought Becca was pregnant with his baby, and I didnât want to be the reason why they couldnât be a family. It still didnât make it right that I didnât tell Eli.
Iâm still shocked that Becca is carrying my brotherâs baby and not Eliâs, but thatâs for another day. I didnât keep it from him because I hated him, I did it because I thought it was the right thing to do. Am I sorry that I didnât tell him? Of course I am. Would I change anything if I had the chance? Absolutely not! Did he hurt me with his words? His words broke the parts of my spirit that I had left.
It feels like Iâve been walking for hours. My feet are killing me and Iâm exhausted. A little piece of me hoped that Eli would come after me but he doesnât. I need to stop and rest, but I canât because I need to get home. I donât want anyone, especially Emma to worry about me. Iâm walking along thinking about the clusterfuck that is my life right now when I feel a sharp pain rip across my stomach. I stop and try catching my breath, but the pain is so bad that I canât think straight. I cradle my belly in my arms as another pain tears through me.
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