Delight Me by Desiree Holt

Delight Me by Desiree Holt

Author:Desiree Holt [Holt, Desiree]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Ellora's Cave Publishing Inc
Published: 2011-01-18T18:43:18+00:00


Chapter Five

Ethan spent a long time showering and preparing his body. For three days he’d checked his cell phone like an addict, waiting for the call from the 1-800 number. He hadn’t been able to get Dani Maguire out of his mind. Oh, he knew he wasn’t supposed to know her last name. Not yet. But he’d wheedled it out of G and promised absolute secrecy. He just wished he knew more about her.

From the moment she’d walked into the club he was drawn to her. He couldn’t recall any other woman ever affecting him that way, and he’d had the privilege of being with a number of outstanding Mistresses. But she tugged at something inside him, something he always kept locked away and protected, his armor against the world. He’d seen too many situations deteriorate to put himself through that kind of emotional misery.

But Dani had chipped away a little piece of his heart. If he was smart, he’d never have agreed to another session with her. But then it seemed he was leaving all his smarts at work.

He scrubbed every inch of his body, then washed his hair. Using a razor very carefully, he trimmed away the minute growth of hair on his scrotum and his groin. He’d tried to fit in a waxing session but his regular attendant was booked and he really didn’t want to try anyone else. He figured he’d just do his own barbering the way he used to before he’d dived into the lifestyle head first.

He hadn’t been able to get the picture of her out of his head. It was damn inconvenient too, since he found himself drifting into a daydream in the middle of work. And in his line of work he couldn’t afford to be distracted. Sometimes he smiled to himself, knowing how shocked his partners and associates would be if they knew the truth about him. In his public persona he was the epitome of the alpha male. Control was essential. Perhaps that was why the role of sexual submissive was both a release and a relief for him.

G had been his first Mistress and she’d trained him well. A friend who was a Dom had invited him on a visit to Unfettered one night and he’d been stunned at what he’d seen. Standing at the bar, sipping on a drink, he’d seen so many variations of the lifestyle it made his head swim. And unlocked something inside him. G had recognized it immediately, although it had taken several visits for her to coax it out of him and break down his barriers. Now he looked forward to it, an environment where he didn’t have to be the one calling the shots. Controlling the situation.

Sometimes he wondered what it would be like to live this way permanently. To find someone he could make that kind of commitment with. But then all the negatives would pop into his head and chase it away.

Still, Dani was the first woman ever to make him even consider rethinking that decision.



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